kittyblackrabbit

IT MEANS I'M NOT DEAD Yes i had a sudden storm of uploads, but that's because i've been doing alot of sutff LOL yes it's 2011 and i'm still alive just working on lots of stuff rl and out of rl so yeah hehe I live love Kittah ps Janus i still have those pics even though i've moved (again) lol

So i made it through April, and now mother's day is yesterday...  Go figure i forgot it was so close to that day. I guess it's just time for me to go ahead and just curl up in another ball. Yes my heart still hurts, always will, even if i have gotten better at coping. Having the day off again will make it easier i guess but harder at the same time. Instead of having something else to focus on like work, helping people get their ineternets back on, i'll be at home, online most likely, and/or listing to the raido hearing about mother's day, and still feeling left out because i got robbed. Yeah easier said than done when you all tell me not to t

Al my life i never ever began to think that i could be a parent, caring for someone other than myself or my husband. Never before did it cross my mind that i would enjoy something as simple as feeling her kick, rubbing my belly as she did somersaults off my bladder, going shopping to find just the right and cutests outfits to bring her home in. Look forward to the mail that was comming full of the baby supplies that i would need. Actually enjoy putting in a car seat For her first ride home. Never in my wildest dreams did i ever think i would be a parent... Never in my wildest dreams did i ever think that i would enjoy pregnancy, and look for